any way
torn apart
since forever
the only huge word
that can bear with us
missing you
i treasure these moments
in between
i try to exist
scare them away
submit and retreat
if only you cared
if only you knew
glad you don't
step aside
life is coming for you
once and begone
growing hurt
day by day
weak by week
I am going places
none of them looks like home
nowhere to return
trapped among 8 swords
noise and voice
my screams begging silence
music of despair
peace is off
pain of certainty
retreating to land of no homes
i dont need you
or cant have you
cant know what came first
mutual route
straight lines
no room for a bend
too young to say goodbye
too old to regret
please accept not to lose
and I will stay
clean and unused
